mike

comp_womple @ 2006-11-04T03:58:00

2006-11-04T07:58:15Z

i love my friends more than i can express in words

comp_womple @ 2006-06-07T23:46:00

2006-06-08T03:48:57Z

yeah last couple of weeks have been up and down, with the downs vastly overshadowing the goods unfortunatly... emo rant inside

every weekend has guilt ridden my weeks since for like three weeks now. i mean, im not a bad guy, am i? i never try to hurt anyone, i always try to help, and i help my friends whenever i can... though i really cant blame anyone but myself. i feel so bad, how could i do something like that? even if i was drunk at the time, thats so fucking low. that event has been at the forefront of my mind since i heard about it, and i havent been able to bring myself to say anything to her, i mean how could i? i mean what could i say? i was a dick, but i was drunk so its ok? no thats no excuse. i need to stop. i cant live with myself knowing that i cuold do somethingfor which ive despised others for doing in a second? what makes it worse though is i dont even remember what happend. i dont think i could do anything like that but.... bah, whats the point.

comp_womple @ 2005-12-30T03:01:00

2005-12-30T08:02:36Z

ugh its amazing what a bad couple of hours and an impending day of boredom can do to your moral.

comp_womple @ 2005-10-20T16:47:00

2005-10-20T20:50:13Z

i hate the fall. i guess it must be the death around me that makes me depressed around this time of year. the lessingin of the sunlight, the chilling air sweepign away the warmth. its really been getting to me lately, and im getting really sick of it.

saturday is james daly's party, if it doesnt rain. if it does, its gonna be on the thirtieth. im really excited for that weekend

comp_womple @ 2005-09-24T18:59:00

2005-09-24T23:00:22Z

yeah being stuck in the house alone when i could be out after i did nothing wrong, just my incompetant teacher fucking up really makes me pissed off

comp_womple @ 2005-09-13T23:25:00

2005-09-14T03:27:32Z

yeah the school year has begun. its going better than i expected, and yet at the same time, i feel worse than i thought i ever would. i love irony. all i do is try and make people happy, and all they do is make me depressed

comp_womple @ 2005-09-05T00:08:00

2005-09-05T04:08:13Z

1. Reply with your name and I'll respond with something random about you.
2. I'll tell you what song/movie reminds me of you.
3. I'll pick a flavor of jello to wrestle with you in.
4. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me.
5. I'll tell you my first memory of you.
6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.
7. I'll ask you something that I've always wondered about you.
8. If I do this for you, you must post this on your journal. You MUST. It is written.

ah

2005-09-02T03:35:19Z

well i dont know, it may just be the back to school blues again, but i feel as if the world loves to shit on me. i want one fucking break and i never get it. god i hope this year is better than i think it is gonna be, but knowing my luck, ill spontaniously combust

comp_womple @ 2005-08-04T01:31:00

2005-08-04T05:31:31Z

Trait	.	low score	high score
Sociability	80%	socially reserved, detached	friendly, open
Aggressiveness	64%	mild mannered, uncompetitive	predatory, domineering
Assertiveness	21%	introverted, loner	controlling, aggressive
Activity Level	25%	relaxed, laid back	vigorous, high energy
Excitement-Seeking	77%	sedate, restrained	adventurous, wild
Enthusiasm	68%	somber, pessimistic	cheerful, optimistic
Trust	49%	suspicious of others	trusting of others
Submissiveness	75%	rebellious, lawless	dutiful, obedient, compliant
Altruism	85%	selfish, cold, austere	helpful, selfless, indulgent
Cooperation	82%	argumentitive, confrontational	conflict averse, meek
Modesty	87%	arrogant, self-satisfied	humble, unassuming, doormat
Sympathy	84%	callous, heartless	empathetic, warm
Confidence	14%	not confident in work	confident in work, egoistic
Neatness	3%	disorganized, messy	planner, clean, anal
Dutifulness	68%	dishonest, derelict	honest, rule abiding, proper
Achievement	32%	lazy, unmotivated	driven, goal oriented
Self-Discipline	21%	procrastinator	responsible, efficient
Cautiousness	17%	spontaneous, daring, reckless	careful, controlled, safe
Anxiety	87%	relaxed, fearless	fearful, worrier
Volatility	91%	calm, cool	touchy, tempermental
Depression	88%	content, balanced	emotional, self hating
Self-Consciousness	94%	confident, assured	low self esteem, shy
Impulsiveness	76%	high self control	low self control
Vulnerability	97%	resilient, unphased	confused, helpless
Imagination	71%	practical, realistic	dreamer, unrealistic
Artistic Interests	86%	artistic indifference	art, nature, beauty lover
Introspection	43%	not self reflective	self searching
Adventurousness	39%	conventional, safe	spontaneous, bold
Intellect	62%	instinctive, non-analytical	intellectual, analytical
Liberalism	76%	conservative, traditional	progressive, open

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comp_womple @ 2005-08-03T12:31:00

2005-08-03T16:33:30Z

well the summer is now on the decline and i have not too much to show for it. im still the same as ever but then again what more did i expect.there still three/four more weeks of sleep and relaxation before school and hopefully theyll be enjoyable.
p.s. im havin a block party saturday anyone who wants to come, come

comp_womple @ 2005-07-02T12:38:00

2005-07-02T16:39:26Z

"AIDS is a man made disesase that was placed in Africa, just like crack was planted in the ghettos."
if its even possible my respect of rappers has just plummeted

"...if syd barret rides out on the bike it would be just fantastic"
my respect for jimmy fallon has just went up

comp_womple @ 2005-06-25T22:41:00

2005-06-26T02:43:35Z

yeah finals are finished and summer is here. im actually not to excited yet, if these past few days are a indication of the summer theres going to be alot of mall ratting and walking. i walked all around the town yesterday for three hours. my foots killin me. today did the same for a lesser amount of time and then the saturday james daly runs. yeah if anyone ever wants to do anything im usually up for it. call me and make my summer boredom free

If you read this, even if I don't speak to you often, please post a memory of you & me. It can be anything you want, be it good or bad, just so long as it happened. Then, post this to your journal. See what people remember about you.

yeah schools over and im not quoting alice cooper

2005-06-12T16:54:25Z

yeah so school ended on friday. the last time i will see my senior friends in the same school as me came and went and i feel really weird right now. its like, i have never once been in that school without at least one fo them there. and next year, especially the begining is going to be so weird, walking down the halls not waiting to see a random welcome face to say hello to. but thats life. i guess its just the whole change thing. i fucking hate change and this is a pretty big one for me. ugh well at least i have this summer before the go to college.
after the whole everyone otuside the school for twenty minutes goodbye to school thingie, kay and i hung out. adam the retarded asked us to buy him lighters so kay took his two bucks and we bought mike and ikes and bubbles, which led to much fun in the park. then later there was this jillians fundraiser thing and friends + video games + drinks - food + comics in borders = pretty damn good time without food.
then last night me and james daly kidnaped emilee and forced her through a king kulen in wantagh blindfolded cause fish wouldnt leave work to bring us the ransom, a pizza and a copy of malcolm X. after the shananagins of king kullen, we got wendys and headed back to emilees where we bounced on her tramopoline for an hour or so.
yeah just finals left and im out of 10th grade. better get my buttplugs ready for next year.

comp_womple @ 2005-06-07T17:53:00

2005-06-07T21:55:05Z

elbow nipples suck.

yeah there are three days of school left and its almost time for air conditioned goodness and friends galor. im annexing my dads are in the basement so people can come over and were supposedly gettign a big tv for movies. i am happy, but apparently only laina and leah read this so yeah hi laina and leah
all for now

comp_womple @ 2005-05-27T09:36:00

2005-05-27T13:35:22Z

bored so... stolen from leah

1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. How have I affected you?
5. What do you think of me?
6. What's the fondest memory you have of me?
7. How long do you think we will be friends?
8. Do you love me?
9. Do you ever talk about me
10. Would you hug me?
11. Would you kiss me?
12. Physically, what stands out?
13. Emotionally, what stands out?
14. Do you wish I was cooler?
15. On a scale of 1-10, how nice am I?
16. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
17. Am I lovable?
18. How long have you known me?
19. Describe me in one word.
20. What was your first impression?
21. Do you still think that way about me now?
22. What do you think my weakness is?
23. Do you think I'll get married?
24. What makes me happy?
25. What makes me sad?
26. What reminds you of me?
27. If you could give me anything what would it be?
28. How well do you know me?
29. When's the last time you saw me?
30. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
31. Do you think I could kill someone?

i hate bitching but i doubt anyone will read this so...

2005-05-24T03:31:26Z

yeah ive been really feeling out of it lately. everyday im just wondering what purpose do i have getting up, going to school, toiling to try and get grades to keep the parents happy, all the while getting nothing truely rewarding out of life. i mean dont get me wrong, i have alot of great friends who each spice up my otherwise dull existance but i honestly dont know what im here for. what i get up in the morning for. i feel like im in a poker game and every hand is shit. well hopefully this will all pass and a good hand will come up soon,releive me of this walking pergatory. ugh i hate sounding like a bitch.

yeah

2005-05-01T04:04:52Z

yeah i havent updated in about a month and a half so yeah here goes.life in general isnt going too bad, same old shis. school's still a bitch, family's still pissing me off and riding my ass on a daily basis, and im still alone, but thats the worst of it. im really just using this as a way to shpw myself that life isnt all that bad. i still have alot of great friends, i am doing better in school than i have in years, and noone around me is in serious trouble, so i guess things really arent that bad.

well this week has been pretty boring, ive been inside most of the week, though i did get to hang out with my good friends brennon, kayla, and ski in the mall on saturday, monday and thursday respectivly. Thursday was actually pretty weird. started off with me being dragged out of bed at ten to go shopping with my mom, where i witnessed her cuning ways of haggling with old ladies, as you can probaby guess i was extatic to be used as a doll for three hours when i should have been sleeping. i then came home and went online when this strange girl i never met IM's me saying she saw me on myspace and wanted to meet me, i wasnt in the mood for that so it shut down my online time by about a half hour and i went to go meet ski in the mall. then at 9:00 i had emilys sweet sixteen. not many showed up since six of the guests were going to boston, and about 5-6 others had other assorted problems, but it was fun. i accidently broke a strobe light and the dj wouldnt let me live it down. today was going along with the theme of boredom (its my brothers birthday), up untill about 5:30 when me, my uncle, my brother, and my cousin went to go see hitchhikers guide to the galazy, which was pretty good i must say. then i came home and played FF VII and came here.

tomorrow is the last day of vacation, and i would love to do something so if anyone wants to hang out or whatever call my cell. 647 3930

comp_womple @ 2005-03-20T19:19:00

2005-03-21T00:26:53Z

well this past weekend i went on my second st gabriels retreat on shelter island with the youth group people. this years was completly different than last years. had alot of good times, and a few not so good, but all in all i really enjoyed it. but unfortunatly for soem reason im really not in the best of moods right now, which is the exact opposite of last year when i was extatic for at least a week. and what makes it worse is im going to be in westchester for the week, away from everyone who could at the moment at least, give me some piece of mind, leaving me to think for a few days, which isnt a good idea usually since i tend to overthink making it worse. but what can i do, i cant go to florida now and im going to the lockin on friday, but i hope you all will call me during the week. the number if ya dont have it is 647 3930, id love to hear from ya

comp_womple @ 2005-02-08T19:58:00

2005-02-09T01:00:04Z

hey yeah this is mostly so i can comment with a pic, but ill update every so often. yeah